02-11-2015, 02:15 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-11-2015, 03:34 PM by Lunarscope.)
After I created a 'TRAVIS Journal' thread!
Joe in NY wrote:
And there it is, in his own words.
A 30 years old man that, when it comes to women, thinks like a teenager.
He wants Lisa, he wants mimi, he is flirting online. He is looking for Mrs Alexander.
He. Does. Not. Want. Jodi.
He's happy she's gone.
She's the past, but she's also easy sex. And that, ladies of the forum, it's almost impossible to resist.
I've always wondered, like everybody else interested in this story, what the last email fight was about.
I'm now sure that it was blackmail. She was going to ruin his name in the community, therefore negating him any chance to marry anybody ever. She was going to email that sex tape to EVERYBODY in his contact list.
And he still wouldn't take her back.
He had to go.
Terrifying.
Then I replied;
Their seams to be missing argumentation' and I expect Travis was updating his journal nearly daily.
I expect Jodi arrived at Mesa with everything to convince Travis that she was no longer going to blackmail him, plus BMW payoff, telling him she was moving on because she couldn't afford to stalk his movements without a car (repossession) and the desire to accomplish their few untried fantasies was the ruse to slaughter!
Then Kathy H wrote,
This blogger is quoting from the Beth Karas journals I believe. The TA journals actually start on 3/18/08. And I think they left out a few interesting entries:
3-18-08: Well a lot of things have been lost. I lost my journal so now I’m writing in this one. I lost my Ipod, hopefully it is around here somewhere. I lost a diamond ring but apparently Jodi took for some reason. So it’s found. My roommate thinks he lost his camera but it is in my BMW. He didn’t lose it but what’s it doing in my BMW? So I left it on the seat so he can see it. I locked the door and hid the key so he will see it and then have to ask me to get it out with some explaining to do. Anyhow I have errands to run so I better run. TVA
(many more entries between 3-18-08 and 3-27-08, primarily focused on work)
3-27-08: Well I’m actually up early. It feels good to get up early and be productive. There is a lot to do today and it seems never to get done. And if the day starts off slow it tends to continue in that direction so I am happy to do it right. Speaking of doing it right, I need to be better. I really need more self-discipline. I think Jodi moving will be good for me in a lot of ways. She is a great girl but we are not good influences on each other. She has an uncanny ability to get under my skin although I’m used to having her around and I’ll admit I’ll probably miss her. But I’m certain that it will be good for both of us. Plus I need to get married and she can get in the way of that and does in fact. I did some training last night. I’m doing a lot of that lately. I feel affirming I’m a speaker has really polished my game. I’m pleased with the direction I’m taking in that aspect. I need to start writing again. Get the book done. I needed to distress first though. Not entirely there but I’ll get there. Anyhow life is good. It’s getting better too. The team is growing and life is a wonderful experience. TVA
(a few more entries....And then this one, to give some context. Keep in mind that many of both TA and JA's journals were notes from meetings, books, etc. I think he's quoting a book or seminar in this entry...)
3-30-08: Diana Lilly – So Hot Right Now, Dianna Lilly. 2 Reasons for suffering 1) sin 2) adversity. However sin simply causes more adversity. The difference is sin not only causes adversity but causes a loss of pure confidence and a loss of internal power, it takes away from our best self where adversity alone if enough will enhance our best self. Sin can provide a happiness but brings more misery than the joy it provides, by thousands of times more. It is the equivalent purchasing a penny with a hundred dollar bill. The penny may provide a small amount of value but what did we give up for that value. And so it is if we do this long enough not matter what our wealth we end up bankrupt. Moral of the story – wickedness never was happiness.
(And the very next entry in HIS journal? An entry from Jodi Arias, in her handwriting)
4-1-08 (in JA’s Handwriting): Travis, I love you so much! Your amazing and wonderful and I will miss you when I go to CA. You’ve done more for me then any other friend I’ve ever had. Thank you so much for your unending generosity and your amazing friendship. I will cherish it always. Love, Jodi Ann Aries
(And the next entry by TA on 4/1/08 is another seminar, conference, or other type note. No acknowledgement of JA's entry)!
Joe in NY wrote:
And there it is, in his own words.
A 30 years old man that, when it comes to women, thinks like a teenager.
He wants Lisa, he wants mimi, he is flirting online. He is looking for Mrs Alexander.
He. Does. Not. Want. Jodi.
He's happy she's gone.
She's the past, but she's also easy sex. And that, ladies of the forum, it's almost impossible to resist.
I've always wondered, like everybody else interested in this story, what the last email fight was about.
I'm now sure that it was blackmail. She was going to ruin his name in the community, therefore negating him any chance to marry anybody ever. She was going to email that sex tape to EVERYBODY in his contact list.
And he still wouldn't take her back.
He had to go.
Terrifying.
Then I replied;
Their seams to be missing argumentation' and I expect Travis was updating his journal nearly daily.
I expect Jodi arrived at Mesa with everything to convince Travis that she was no longer going to blackmail him, plus BMW payoff, telling him she was moving on because she couldn't afford to stalk his movements without a car (repossession) and the desire to accomplish their few untried fantasies was the ruse to slaughter!
Then Kathy H wrote,
This blogger is quoting from the Beth Karas journals I believe. The TA journals actually start on 3/18/08. And I think they left out a few interesting entries:
3-18-08: Well a lot of things have been lost. I lost my journal so now I’m writing in this one. I lost my Ipod, hopefully it is around here somewhere. I lost a diamond ring but apparently Jodi took for some reason. So it’s found. My roommate thinks he lost his camera but it is in my BMW. He didn’t lose it but what’s it doing in my BMW? So I left it on the seat so he can see it. I locked the door and hid the key so he will see it and then have to ask me to get it out with some explaining to do. Anyhow I have errands to run so I better run. TVA
(many more entries between 3-18-08 and 3-27-08, primarily focused on work)
3-27-08: Well I’m actually up early. It feels good to get up early and be productive. There is a lot to do today and it seems never to get done. And if the day starts off slow it tends to continue in that direction so I am happy to do it right. Speaking of doing it right, I need to be better. I really need more self-discipline. I think Jodi moving will be good for me in a lot of ways. She is a great girl but we are not good influences on each other. She has an uncanny ability to get under my skin although I’m used to having her around and I’ll admit I’ll probably miss her. But I’m certain that it will be good for both of us. Plus I need to get married and she can get in the way of that and does in fact. I did some training last night. I’m doing a lot of that lately. I feel affirming I’m a speaker has really polished my game. I’m pleased with the direction I’m taking in that aspect. I need to start writing again. Get the book done. I needed to distress first though. Not entirely there but I’ll get there. Anyhow life is good. It’s getting better too. The team is growing and life is a wonderful experience. TVA
(a few more entries....And then this one, to give some context. Keep in mind that many of both TA and JA's journals were notes from meetings, books, etc. I think he's quoting a book or seminar in this entry...)
3-30-08: Diana Lilly – So Hot Right Now, Dianna Lilly. 2 Reasons for suffering 1) sin 2) adversity. However sin simply causes more adversity. The difference is sin not only causes adversity but causes a loss of pure confidence and a loss of internal power, it takes away from our best self where adversity alone if enough will enhance our best self. Sin can provide a happiness but brings more misery than the joy it provides, by thousands of times more. It is the equivalent purchasing a penny with a hundred dollar bill. The penny may provide a small amount of value but what did we give up for that value. And so it is if we do this long enough not matter what our wealth we end up bankrupt. Moral of the story – wickedness never was happiness.
(And the very next entry in HIS journal? An entry from Jodi Arias, in her handwriting)
4-1-08 (in JA’s Handwriting): Travis, I love you so much! Your amazing and wonderful and I will miss you when I go to CA. You’ve done more for me then any other friend I’ve ever had. Thank you so much for your unending generosity and your amazing friendship. I will cherish it always. Love, Jodi Ann Aries
(And the next entry by TA on 4/1/08 is another seminar, conference, or other type note. No acknowledgement of JA's entry)!